Monday, April 20, 2009

We live in a beautiful world.

So my weekend was so good. Drew my boyfriend well he is pretty awesome. I like spending time with him he's fun. Saturday I finally got to hang out with Samantha I freaking miss the ho. We went and watched Drew's motocross race and it was interesting it was my first time ever being at one. I really want to learn how to ride Drew said he would teach me so he better. I'm just going to bug him until he does. So I always thought that Coldplay was like a sucky band that sounded the same with everything they did but dang was I wrong like I feel bad for ever saying they sucked. Like every time they came on the radio I would always say the 40 Year Old Virgin thing like " you know how I know you're gay you listen to Coldplay" thing but thats so not true there pretty freaking good. I am really in to them now. I was on the fox racing website today and I pretty much fell in love with all of their clothes. Like there so cute I could spend like hundreds of dollars on that website. I really need to get another job I need more money like big time need more money. Like my stupid bank account my in the negative it sucks. I hate that I spend money like I do. I can not walk in to Hollister without spending money in that store. Like thats how I just screwed myself over with my account and having no money. I owe my mom and dad so much money too. This really blows. I'm really excited for these next few months. Like May it going to be pretty good. Ill be done with school. I'm going to the Indy 500. Samantha is going to prom and I get to take pretty ass pictures of her. My dad is going to be 49 haha. I'm getting my retainer impression done. Then its June which is going to be the best month ever. Samantha is graduating. I get my braces off on June 11th at 11:00 I can't wait. I get to start teaching swim lessons again. I get a hot tan. Then on June 18th I'm leaving for Tennessee cause my cousin is getting married in this sick place. June 20th I will be turning 19 and Ashley will be getting married. I'm pretty sure tho I'm most excited to get my damn braces off it's been to long and I am so ready to look my age. I am pretty thrilled for my birthday though. I feel so old tho like 19 thats almost 20. Which I am no longer a teenager thats so freaking scary to me. I really would like a record player for
my birthday that would be so sweet. I want to get Brand New's Deja Entendu on vinyl and The Receiving End of Sirens The Earth Sings Mi Fa Mi on vinyl. That would like make my life.
Also like a huge poster of Led Zeppelin. Some movies money and clothes the normal. And of course a 35mm digital camera. That would be so sick to have in Tennessee. Oh I wish.

Monday, April 6, 2009

My lungs are fresh and your's to keep, kept clean and they will let you breathe

My G-ma is the strongest person I know today is her 75th birthday and she was told 3 years ago that she would only have six months left to live. After she was told this is fell broke her hip had heart surgery and had to stop radiation on her lung cancer. She amazes me she's my hero. She has truly shown me what it means to not give up.  <3